Sometimes I just think about my life. When I go deep, it brings tears. Like, I have had soooooooooo many good memories, and almost all of them are, well, just memories now. It brings me tears because everything used to be so simple and easy back then, and I had fun all the time. The warm summer days hanging out with the people I love. I used to always go on bike rides with my friends and be the slowest one because I still had training wheels, and they didnt. I remember being in the car jamming out to old 2006 music and still back when Fergie was awesome. Everything back then was so much more simple and fun, I just want it all back. Ive always wanted to grow up, I was never in a hurry, but I did want to. I never thought it would turn out to be like this. Getting older is so hard! I really want to be a little kid again and play army with my friends with our makeshift guns out of sticks and twigs. (yes i was different/weird) And it just messes with my mind that nobody else in the WORLD will ever feel what I have felt in life. Most of it is so fun you dont know what you have until its gone. I just have so much love for all of the people in my life. Some more than others, and some less. My point is that, a person can make a difference. If one person is out of your life, it can change the world for you. I guess you dont know what you have until its gone.
Posted on: Wed, 04 Dec 2013 01:48:01 +0000