Sometimes I wonder when Ill ever sleep properly through the night again. It doesnt matter how exhausted I am I still manage to wake up at some point from 1am-4am and cant sleep for a few hours. Then once Im awake every thought about my journey goes through my mind. I am particularly conscious of my body at the moment with not being able to do the amount of exercise and running Im use too. Along with everybody aiming for that beach body now the new year is here. As most people know I have always been a beach girl after living abroad for two years my favourite attire is a bikini 👙 and Ive always worked hard for my bikini body. Since my surgery I have had to change my outlook on my body and what I wear yes I still want to look girly and pretty and I will still wear a bikini but Im not confident like I use to be. I just hope once I get to have my reconstruction that I can be the bubbly, blonde in a bikini again, loving life with no worries in the world. I want to be the girl on holiday or on a boat trip that is still confident enough to jump off the boat into the sea or to jump in and out of the pool. Life is cruel, at 27 I got given this path out of no choice. I have had to have my body image ruined and changed and my confidence taken away. My life turned upside down just like that all because of Cancer. Yes I choose to smile, be strong and positive thorough this journey, but most of all I want to help other women going through this and to raise awareness. 💖 check your boobies regularly ladies 💖 early detection is so important and I wouldnt want to wish this journey on anyone 💖
Posted on: Sun, 11 Jan 2015 09:48:15 +0000
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