Sometimes in my off weeks without the kids, I just lose time. Its like youre free falling. There is nothing to anchor you, your compass spins but never points. If work was something I lived for, it would help. If me was, that would help too. But, neither is the case. And I know better than to use the free time for self-destructive things. I try to live a life my kids can emulate whether they are here or not. The same life. Luckily, Suz and I live and are close by design, and Im always doing sports etc with them in her weeks, and can always go see them or take them to dinner or whatever if I want. But the feeling remains. A ship without a rudders like a ship without a rudder. And for me, family is the rudder. I dont know how people who dont see their kids as often do it. I really dont.
Posted on: Fri, 31 Oct 2014 00:19:35 +0000
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