Sometimes you have to wonder about how the universe works. Despite the seemingly endless chaos it evokes, every once in a while you collide with something, or someone, that quiets the surrounding madness. In that lull of peace you come to realize you’ve changed and you begin to experience new things. You break out of that mundane shell and things that were once odd and foreign become routine and exciting. But nothing comes without a price. Pain and loss is the matter that make up all things around you. It’s up to you to mold that matter into something positive. My grief turned into anger. Anger at the thought of being cast aside and toyed with. Being strung along and given false hope. I’ll never be able to forgive, will never be able to forget, but I’ll know that good can come from the most unlikely of places. My anger has subsided but will never truly leave me, an unseen scar that will forever be a reminder of what once was. But I’ve got a new light in the dark and I’m looking forward to riding this chaotic roller coaster with it.
Posted on: Sat, 20 Jul 2013 15:23:38 +0000