Sometimes you just got to let lose. Ten years Ive been owned by thev state of Colorado for pleading guilty to something I did not do and I lost everything because of that, and other things/people I pick up my release papers on the first. Sept... I am happy ad hell. Thank you Lord for giving me the strength to over come the stupidity of others selfish and revengful ways. Without you by my side my many prayers to protect me from ending my pain in my own way. You said if I believe in you unconditionally put all my pain, anger, suffering, loss, emptiness and the ones that hurt me intentionally that anger took over my self controll... That you would free me from nothing but a life of content and build my character in a way everyone would see and shine like. No other. All I had to do was truly believe in the higher power and I did since 2008. My reward in return is everlasting in life and to be with my loved ones...vin the end...sister brother father mother aunts uncles grandparents and most important my children my nieces my nephews And their children. What a gift. My faith was tested...many times over and I believ I have one life left , my Chinese sign is the tiger/cat.I know I passed his test of faith and This has been the greatest gift on Gods green earth. Like I said before I forgive the ones who didnt believe in me or the ones that took ten yrs of my life and made not only me but my children suffered pain as well. Some day I hope they realize and understand it wasnt me who destroyed our hearts. Its the one who continues to talk bad about me, never stops. I love you guys with all my heart I wish you the best. Im proud of your continued education and the grades you two pull in , and the artistic ability to draw. My brother Buddy meant the world to me, I miss him as much as you both do and Im glad you both love doing what he did. Buddy was there for me because he knew everything. But he also knew he had to make a difference in your lif thru him thru me. Thank you Buddy for touching my daughters hearts. So the video is like me letting loose and celebrating the spot of my dreams the ocean. Ten more days...Ten years building my reason to live. Thanking God for a journey I wish upon, no one but for the true meaning of life forgive my self Im so happy so blessed and to my friend James u are the true the reason I made it . God did not leave me totally empty handed. Without your love and support (?) I dont know where I would be. You were my whole family put together. My reason My will my strength. Im indebted to you. God bless Patty West
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 07:12:37 +0000
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