Soms schrijf ik beter in het Engels. Dit is zon geval. So, these are my beliefs: I believe in the ongoing journey that is life and death: be born, live, die, recharge and be born again. Whenever I die, I want The Circle of Life to be heard on my funeral. I believe that everything happening to us, is a manifestation of what we as individuals, and as a group, have set out in earlier days, that it matches the vibration of past feelings. I believe that illness, EVERY SINGLE ILLNESS, is resistance in progress, and that we as humans have total control over this, that we can overcome any dis-ease, because its also energy flowing, and its also a manifestation of our inner world. I believe in the Laws of the Universe. Thinking back at being a child, manifesting was so easy then. Me back then, being easy to influence, came to think it was impossible that it worked that way, that it was so simple, that life is supposed to be about joy, ease, letting go, wishing, wanting (I was flabbergasted at the time when my mom used: I want? I want? Its not nice to want, you should ask! And I thought: whats the difference?). I believe words have a way, thoughts have a way, so be careful what you say or wish, it might become true. I never make promises I dont know I can keep. I believe every one of us has all he or she needs, inside. That if you quiet your mind, you hear your Source. And Source is different for every individual. What works for me, doesnt naturally work for you. I will never judge, or push, or pull, but rather step back a bit so one can expand and grow and have his or her own experience. This I do in my relationships, and also with my children, always have and always will, and I think they are turning out just fine. I TRUST that Im taken care of. I have seen God in all of his creation (even though I dont call it God any more) and been thankful for all I have, big and small, good or bad, black or white. All these things are my CORE belief. And all this I cant explain, it is based on zero scientific proof (but isnt science about generalizing the outcome in What works in this test, works for every one?, so that just doesnt resonate with me) , but I just..... sort of know. I knew it as a child, I lost it for a while, but now this knowing is back. Even though I had my share of hardships during life. I HAVE to believe, in order for life to make any sense to me at all, and make it endurable. Then WHY am I afraid to speak up? I cannot say what I believe if someone feels he lost a loved one to death. Its hard for me to say what I believe if a couple has tried many ways to get pregnant and just doesnt. Its hard for me to say to someone whos mom is sick of chemo and the cancer eating her body away, what I believe is happening. Its hard to say how I really feel about whats going on in the world, that I think humans made an agreement before becoming physical again, about how their lives would go, what they would learn, and how they can serve the world (Earth, people) in getting any farther, grow, even in what we see as horrible events like WW 2 or what is happening right now all around the globe. Theres no answer from me when someone says: Oh, but you havent been there! You HAVE children! Your mom ISNT sick from cancer and chemo. You LIVE in a free part of the world, where you dont have to mind your mouth, where you have food and water and clean air and education. You DONt have to beg for yourself or your children. YOU were not raped and outcasted. You have NEVER experienced war, or a concentration camp, or torture. So I dont. I nod and seem to have an open listening attitude, but I dont really listen at all and dont speak up. So I avoid birthday parties, to avoid small talk, or situations in which I feel I have to make conversation. But when were on the same level........ you will have ALL of me. Intense, accepting you for who you are, loving, caring, feeling for you, minding your journey and where you stand in life, never criticizing, with flaws and all.
Posted on: Wed, 19 Nov 2014 09:34:24 +0000
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