Sooo, I dreamt of Booger last night... and the night before... and the night before (but all in weird and depressing ways - like 2 cheetahs attacking her and me not being able to get to her immediately, and her coming back to me but not in the way I knew her). I still havent had a single dream of my mom. Not even a moment. But my dad sees her almost every sleep. I just now saw a picture of my mom and picked up the phone and started to call her from work. Then I painfully remembered. Its moments like that which make me suddenly feel sick and alone. Its like everything goes blank, and I dont see or hear anything for a few moments until the heat in my eyes instantly turns to giant crocodile tears. Its been 7 months and 14 days since Moms been gone, and I still occasionally pick up the phone or have a moment when I think, Im gonna take Mom there or Ill grab Booger and well go... before I realize I wont be doing any of those. Lord, I need a LONG vacation and some good wine. #cancersucks #imissmylittlegirl #imissmymom #imisshugsandkisses #iwannapunchcancerinthefacewithahammerrepeatedly
Posted on: Wed, 10 Sep 2014 18:12:28 +0000
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