Sorry I have been a bit quiet as of late angels. Jess hasnt been doing very well lately and I have been isolating myself quite a bit a part from posting here and there. There are many things I have not shared nor really even spoken to many about which have happened these past few months and they are starting to take their toll, mentally and physically. Instead of dealing with them from the beginning I had suppressed certain news and I feel the realisation of what I know is just catching up a bit. I apologise for my late responses and lack of regular and frequent posts. I love the absolute fairy wings out of you all and want to thank you for continuing to be active with your messages and love regardless of if I havent been online. You get me through and I am forever grateful for the support and beautiful friendships I have built with some of you. I came across this poem and thought it was quite beautiful and raw. Its such a comfort for me, not only seeing but feeling familiarity in something. So I hope this can bring some comfort, just as it did for me. Depression does not always mean Beautiful girls shattering at the wrists A glorified, heroic battle for your sanity Or mothers that never got the chance to say good-bye Sometimes depression means Not getting out of bed for three days Because your feet refuse to believe That they will not shatter upon impact with the floor Sometimes depression means That summoning the willpower To go downstairs and do the laundry Is the most impressive thing you accomplish that week Sometimes depression means Lying on the floor staring at the ceiling for hours Because you cannot convince your body That it is capable of movement Sometimes depression means Not being able to write for weeks Because the only words you have to offer the world Are trapped and drowning and I swear to God I’m trying Sometimes depression means That every single bone in your body aches But you have to keep going through the motions Because you are not allowed to call in to work depressed Sometimes depression means Ignoring every phone call for an entire month Because yes, they have the right number But you’re not the person they’re looking for, not anymore. - By “Alexandra” Tilton Goodnight my petals, Everything passes - so ill be back with a big beautiful ball of light soon. Until then, all my love and light to you all.
Posted on: Wed, 23 Jul 2014 10:43:02 +0000
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