Sorry everyone, I just feel like when I try to get ahead I keep getting thrown backwards. Everyone knows I dont make the $$$ I used to so things like tires and a car that I dont have to run the heater to keep from overheating on a 100 degree day are things that just wear me down. I also want to go further in public safety like taking the EMT course so I can leave dispatch but all these things require the almighty dollar. Before I left Nashville I had my own place, could by 4 tires without flinching and could fix my car and never blink. I found another car, a 2007 Monte Carlo with 56k miles on it, but guess what I cant afford it and it also has a salvaged title, so thats a no go. I like a good friend of mine, her name not be mentioned has given to many people over the years and I find when I need monetary help, no one is there for me, go figure. I am not the person I used to be I have done many things to become a better man but still I find a brick wall in my face. If someone knows any ways to overcome these hurdles without bringing my faith into play, please let me know. If you know anyone that is willing to take a chance on me, and is willing to possibly give me a financial kick let me know. I dont want to go back on the road but hell I can make close to $2000.00 just base pay without bonuses a week. I dont see that much a month doing what I am doing now. Yeah I chose public safety but dam talking about low pay, stress, and feeling unappreciated thats just scratching the surface!!! I also know I came home to be with family but wow, its been very tough trying to keep my chin up with such obstacles. As most of you know, I dont just normally give up on jobs but stress is kicking my ass!!!!! Maybe I just need a drink, and someone to love me. 1 of those 2 can be accomplished, so I going to the fridge to grab a beer!!! Sorry for the rant, goodnight!! Prayers are always appreciated but some lottery money would be a relief and it doesnt have to be millions. I would give it all away except a million anyway.
Posted on: Tue, 15 Jul 2014 03:34:51 +0000
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