Sorry for being such a drag lately, peeps, Im just very depressed by the fact that I am being judged and condemned for my financial situation. I have some great friends, but it has become more and more painfully obvious to me that most of society will simply view me as trailer trash and treat me accordingly until I can improve my financial situation and afford to live in a house again, while simultaneously maintaining the financial ability to eat regularly. No matter how hard I try I feel like nothing I do is good enough. Im getting there financially, but it will still take time for me to be above water so to speak, and I want the pain of feeling like trash to go away now. I know in my heart Im not trash, but it seems, lately, like everyday someone or other has to tell me that I am, so its hard to believe my heart is right. As much as this makes me sad it also makes me grateful that there are people like Chris Blackier in the world who never once made me feel like less of a person when I was parked in his driveway, and my parents are also awesome for putting in so much recent effort to remind me that even if they are painfully far away, I do have a family. I also have to mention Cher Roper again for always loving me, not only when Im good, but when Im bad, ugly and crazy too. Lastly shout out to Buskin Robbins and Kasandra Mae for being such wonderful accepting people in general, and giving me hope that there are people in PG that will be able to accept everything about me. I am honoured to be able to call all of you friend. There are many other shout outs that should be added here, but my break is almost over, so sorry again for being so blah, I just had to get this off my chest before I explode. Hopefully throwing some positivity into the world as well will help balance all the negativity I feel so I can breathe again. 💜💞💖
Posted on: Wed, 10 Dec 2014 19:32:30 +0000
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