Sorta dreary Saturday morning, much like our moods lately...the stress of ❤️PRESLEYS❤️ surgery on Monday morning is weighing me down. As I watch and listen to my baby girl muddle through her list of things to do...things to pack...things to prepare for their long stay at the hospital, I truly just want to freaking scream! The lump in my throat is so big that I cant swallow! I am her mommy and mommies are suppose to help fix things and make things better for their children and there is nothing I can do to fix this! I feel horribly helpless and just wanted to burst into tears as she talks to me about buying instant coffee so she wont have to spend money while shes at the hospital!! I truly just cant believe how amazingly strong and focused she is! I am so scared and so proud and so worried and so incredibly blessed to see her handle this life...to handle this horrible illness our precious little baby boy was born with in a way that is unbelievable! OMG, I feel as scattered as MLynn in STEEL MAGNOLIAS!!! I just dont know what to do! This roller coaster of emotions is a bit overwhelming and the shadow of the unknown has me feeling like I cant breath. I know Ive ask for your prayers a zillion times now but I hope it isnt too much to ask that each and every one of you find a small moment each day to keep ❤️PRESLEY❤️ in your prayers, to keep Nikki and Torey (whos father is in the hospital fighting for his own life) in your prayers and maybe have minute to think of me as I struggle to find a way to help them all. Thank God for the FB lifeline where we can build so many friendships and have so prayers flooding Our Lord! Now to wipe my tears and get my game face on so I can go play with my amazing ❤️PRESLEY❤️ boy and see what little adventure I can squeeze into his day. Have a great Saturday my friends!
Posted on: Sat, 02 Aug 2014 13:28:22 +0000
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