Spending time with the Lord this morning I was lead to this…… Isiah 43:1-3 “Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by your name, you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you. For Iam Lord you God, the Holy One of Isreal, your Savior. Sitting here in tears overwhelmed by the Love of my Father and the ultimate sacrifice he made for me. Psalms 73:23-26 Nevertheless, Iam continually with you; you hold my right hand. You guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will receive me to glory. So thankful he never leaves or forsakes us or else I wouldn’t be able to share my story. There is purpose for your pain……Pain for me is being shackled with chains to the pit of my soul, not able to breathe. Its being held captive by the enemy for 16 yrs. Its asking God to, “Take me Now” bc Im tired of fighting a battle that has consumed my every being, robbed me from the life he intended for me, and murdered my spirit. Its having an eating disorder since the age of 14 and living in chains for 16. That was until I cried out to the Lord, “Rescue me, Oh Lord from the hand of the wicked. Deliver me from this evil spirit (fear, anxiety, rejection, control, and acceptance) for IAM a daughter of a KING! Psalms 34:4-8 I sought the Lord, and he answered me and delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant, and their faces shall never be ashamed. This poor man cried, and Lord heard him and saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear him, and delivers them. Oh, taste and see that the Lord is Good! Blessed is the man who takes refuge in him! The past 9 months with the Lord has been the most terrifying, yet amazing months of my life. Facing your Demons and staring them in the face has been the most frightening, emotional experience of my life but totally WORTH it. Id like to thank all my family and friends who have stood by my side thru the good, the bad and the UGLY. The battle has been WON, ITS FINISHED:) I suffered from an eating disorder for 16 yrs and Live to tell about it. I believe the PURPOSE for my PAIN is to share my story to plant a seed of HOPE! Jesus Saved my life, your not Alone. I have never been more excited to live out my dreams, seek Jesus with all my heart and make up for lost time with family and friends. There is much, much more to this story but for now……Breakfast with Dad!
Posted on: Tue, 16 Sep 2014 13:40:37 +0000
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