Spent my morning cuddled up in my bed with my three amazing children. Brayden on my left, Brylee on my right and Braxtyn on my lap. We watched How To Train Your Dragon. Tears filled my eyes as I knew their dad would soon be picking them up and my week with them would be over and his week would begin. I absolutely cherish and love the memories I get to make with them every other week. They are growing up so fast. I know one day they wont want to cuddle in bed with mommy and watch cartoons. So until then I cherish those moments I get so that I have memories when they are older. Now that they have left with their daddy I have crumbs to sweep up, cups to wash and pictures to hang on the fridge. Tonite their messes will be cleaned up and it will look as if they werent here for a week. But their drawings will be hung on the fridge as little reminders of the three people in this world that hold my heart. There voices, giggles and screams will linger in the air when it is silent. I will likely sleep in my bed with cartoons on in the living room so I can barely hear them, just so I can feel like they are still here. I hate it that their dad and I werent meant for each other and this is how things have to be. But I know it is whats best for them. Although it still hurts every other Saturday morning when I tell them goodbye for a week. My kids are my entire world and I hope they always know that. I am so very blessed to have three amazing and healthy children. And they are so blessed to have a mother and father who love them and would do anything for them even tho they are no longer together. Mommy loves you so much Brayden, Brylee and Braxtyn. Have a good week with your daddy and I will see you Saturday morning. ♡
Posted on: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 16:32:21 +0000
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