Spoke to my bruvasis this morning lol and him knee is a lil shaky aftet that FABULOUS performance last night! And a ball we did have honey! ! Just finished cooking and listening to the pastor of Glenarden Baptist Church and when I say he PREACHED HONEY! HE PREACHED! The message was called THE SIGNIFICANCE OF SUFFERINGthe!!! Lord have mercy! So after being around loving and positive people last night and listening to the Pastor at Glenarden. I realized how much i have been suffering from hurt. God has cleared me for peace today. I have had no peace in my life for 8 years yall. Thats why I seem so angry all the time because I am. I have allowed other people to have control over my emotions and the way that i treat people and that has to stop. Diamond GrandmasterOnmyoji Shaolin I love you. We have been friends for 22 years and even though we dont see each other everyday or even every year. You have remained a loyal friend no matter what. You have been a blessing this past week. I realized yesterday that I had put you in a category that I put all of the bad people that had been in my life and realized that I had become paranoid of someone doing something to me dirty and when I did that with u yesterday without you having a clue. God told me to STOP! OPEN YOUR EYES! Ive been holding everyone accountable for what ONE person did to me and thats just unacceptable. Most people think this was years ago. Yes most was but it is as recent as June of 2012. I love you all and please forgive me. God has spoken and finally he is giving me rest and peace today. Forgive me if yall see me fall off for I am far from perfect but know I will be working hard on my healing process. God bless and everyone enjoy your week end. Thank you Rico my wonderful son who reminded me of the Lord Jesus Christ all week and called out my paranoia. I didnt even realize it. I push people out of my life at a blink of an eye from paranoia. Thank you my son. Thanks Paula PaigePaige for speaking with my nephew! He said he didnt hear a word you said because you were to pretty to be talking to him! Lmao! I cracked up! Love yall man! K-bye
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 17:58:48 +0000
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