Still very sick. Been sleeping since daylight hours. I think its just a bug of some type. I like what was said. I understand. Im not going to spend a lot of time and energy talking about, explaining, rationalizing, or justifying my choice to move on. My soul knows the answer and I must listen to myself and trust myself here. The only thing that has the power to change this choice is his actions. Other than that Im moving forward with not looking backwards. As it has been revealed Im not one to stay stuck too long in the past. Life is too short for stress, worry, anxiety, and depression. As far as I am aware I get one chance at this life and I dont want to waste it trying to change everything when I could have everything I dream if I just change only my perceptions. It never works to change the world around you. The only thing that works is changing the world inside you. I think if life has taught me anything that this would be it. I have suffered greatly to come to a point where I have learned the beautiful art of letting go. Energies fluctuate. The things I need will come easier when I stop resisting the constant changes. Its a matter for me of stabilizing these erratic energies. I need to stabilize my energy to attract stabilized energy. When my body gets sick I always know that there is a purging that needs to be done in my soul. We care our emotional pain. Illness corresponds with emotional conditions and organs. I have a foreign invader or parasitic condition that is attacking me. Lack of sleep and drinking is contributing toa worn down immune system.the body is my red flag. It tells me a lot about the choices I make and how they affect me.I stop before stuff turns into irreversible disease leading to death. Although I personally have been apart of miraculous healing a couple times. Because of faith and mostly because of my ability to purge whats really causing the illness. I would love to do some type of holistic medicine in the future. Kinda always dreamed of having like a spiritual wellness hospital of sorts. Once I created the most amazing idea around it all. It was revolutionary and a mega idea. Ive had many brain childs like that though in my life. I always have some epic spiritual idea of something thats going to ignite the world and change it. Then I realize that if Im the only one to believe in my idea that I cant never get them off the ground. Boy what the world could be if I had a team. Lol. Im just mumbling away. I love to talk. I dont even need another present to have a great conversation. Haha.
Posted on: Thu, 24 Jul 2014 10:10:10 +0000
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