Sunday night, and Im reflecting on the week Ive had. Im not one to show my emotions or share my feelings with just anyone, so to post this on facebook is a big deal for me. Im posting this to show that everyone is human. Everyone goes through rough times. Life isnt always going to be easy, but sometimes we need to go through the hard times to appreciate the good! I apologize in advance for the long post! This past week has been one of my hardest to date in a very long time. To the point I was doubting myself, doubting whether I could do this, and whether I wanted to do this. For those that know me, know I do not quit. So to be feeling this way was very confusing for me and being 15weeks out from competition was a really difficult situation for me. There were a few things that got me through this week. The first was my amazing friends and family that stand by me no matter what, make me laugh when all I want to do is cry, or just know when to be there. I am so grateful for these people in my life, thank you so much for being there. Secondly, was this video. Everytime I was watch it, i relive the excitement and amazing feeling I got on stage! I watch it and want to do it all over again, but so much better!! To stand on that stage at the Arnold Classic in front of my family and friends doing what I love really is a once in a lifetime opportunity! The last thing that got me through is all the support I have from so many different people. Your love, kind messages, and belief means so much to me! Thank you so much to everyone who follows my journey and shares their support #muchlove Quitting is not an option. Tomorrow is a new day, and marks 14 weeks out from the OMara Classic and 15 weeks out from the Arnold Classic. Mindset has changed and Im ready. I will not let this beat me. I will not flag nor fail!
Posted on: Sun, 30 Nov 2014 12:41:02 +0000
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