#TBT The ones I gave my heart to (And then theres you) Dbl feature x4 Part 17 Dinner time I watched my family treat him the same when we were still together to them his still family they always wanted us to be together but the thing they did not get he left me on our wedding day he hurt me it seems so unfair how everyone can just suddenly act as if we were never together tears came running trying not to make it so obvious Door bell rang I excuse myself to go answer the door Aunty Tammy: Oh wow I can smell something very nice did you cook it baby Me: I sure did aunty Aunty Tammy: Well you better start looking for that good Man to taste your delicious meal too bad that boy George missed out if only Me: trying to tell her his on the kitchen table Aunty Tammy: Baby you okay with that head of yours stop you might break it We walked in the kitchen Aunty Tammy saw George Aunty Tammy: Baby is that what you were telling me? Are you guys back together? Oh congrat before she could finish saying it Me: No aunty we are not back together Awkward silent We sat down and I continue to eat I could feel everyone eyes on me but I avoided them and still continue to eat although I wasn’t full I just got up and said thanks for the food and walked towards the kitchen sink. Brother Jason joined me I’m going out side for a smoke you want to join Me: yeah sure Brother Jason: You okay? Me: Yeah I’m fine what are the plans for tomorrow (Trying to change the subject) Brother Jason: do you want to go to Movie World or Wet N Wild you choose Me: whatever I really don’t care Brother Jason: Finished his smoke well lets go inside now Me: you go first I will be in there in a minute Part 18 5 minutes later I’m still outside enjoying the view George: Sarah you know its cold out here shouldn’t you have a jumper or something George: Sarah how are you? Me: George what are you doing here? George: look this is also hard on me to Sarah Me: fine if you must know I’m good George: You look good tonight Me: George don’t George: I just want to say sorry for everything I done to you Me: its too late you been gone for 8 months I haven’t heard from you since I cant do this anymore George: I’m sorry I had to find myself Me: so did you find yourself George: yeah baby I finally found myself Brother Renzo: are you guys okay? George: yeah bro we are okay Brother Renzo: deserts are ready but come in when you guys are ready George: how did we get here? Sarah we were so in love with each other? Me: I don’t know you tell me remember you’re the reason why we are like this now Part of me wanted to hug him and say I Love You but the other part of me kept telling me “Play Hard To Get” remember he hurt you before George: Sarah it’s like that now Me: Yeah George it like that now George: Just tell Dad and the boys sorry I can’t stay I had to go Turned his back around and walked towards his car Me: I’ve been trying George I really have I tried so hard to forgive you, to forget you to not love you anymore I’ve been trying to hold my head up high I’ve been lying to my family telling them everything is alright keeping every pain I felt inside. Then you think you can just come back around and expect me to forgive you straight away I see my family loves you and treat you the same to them your still family and it so unfair because I’m still hurt George remember you hurt me you left me on our wedding day remember you left me with nothing but a letter. I’m done I give up I don’t want to pretend like everything is okay. But you know what’s funny before we arrived here I told myself its time to move on its time to get over you and when I decide to get over you and move on you decide to turn up again just when I’m almost over you. George: I’m sorry I can say it how many times but its all up to you weather to accept my apology and move on. Dad: Baby you guys okay? Aunty wants you girls to have a movie night so they asked if you can come and get the DVD in Dad draw upstairs please Me: quickly wiped my tears so he won’t see no worries Dad I’m coming We walked in the house I went to grab the DVD from Dad room upstairs next’s minute I fall down while coming back down stairs for all my brothers to run for the rescue Brothers: sis you okay? Then they all start laughing Dad: are you all stupid get out of my way Baby you okay? Show me your leg? Me: I’m fine Dad it was just a small fall Dad: he helped me get back up from the floor then starts telling the boys off for laughing George: you okay Sarah? Me: yeah I’m fine Walked in the movie room where mum and Aunty Tammy was waiting We all looked through the DVD and decided we should watch “Daddy’s Little Girls” We haven’t even turn the TV on and all the boys decided to not drink tonight but join us for a movie night. Everyone got comfortable while I got the junk food ready before the movie starts. I sat down and made myself comfortable I could see on the corner of my eye George just staring at me but I avoided him and act as if he wasn’t there. During the movie I laughed, cried and laughed again just watching this movie made me miss my Dad I was also a Daddy Little Girl. When the movie finish the boys wanted to watch another movie but I was tired so I fell asleep woke up to the sound of snores yep all my brothers and George were sleeping in the movie room and they all snore like there having a competition who snores louder I couldn’t go back to sleep and I didn’t want to walk upstairs to my room because some how I was scared to go by myself so I put on another movie “Tyler Perry meet the browns” I thought the boys would wake up when I turn the TV on but nope they were all dead asleep.
Posted on: Thu, 04 Sep 2014 12:15:09 +0000
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