**THE BETRAYAL** (Episode 47) .......“don’t cry my love,This was destined to happen n nothing would have stopped it 4rm happening” Mike whispered but i really was inconsolable . “how do i face Ben after this? How do i stand in his presence, what will be his reaction when he finds out” i’m very serious about marrying you, all i need is just your consent, leave the rest for me, it will be history in no time” he begged passionately. “i can handle myself. I perfectly knew what i was doing when we made love”I said to myself like a lost soul. “we are in this together, count on me for anything” he spoke calmly, making me stare into his eyes. I saw sincerity, fear and uncertainty in them. “all i want is 4 u to be the mother of my children,I need not only ur body, but u soul and spirit as well, please make me urs” he begged. “why is it so difficult 4 u to accept me my dear why?” he asked eagerly, “because i owe Ben alot, he was by my side when u abandoned me, filled my spirit when i was weak n defended me when u weren’t there” i poured out. He instantly blushed, “i may not be very much in love with him like i used to, but i’ll still be loyal to him till he sets me free” i added, while he stared at me with a coloured face. “what nonsense are u saying?” he asked. “i’ll be very honest with him, i’ll confess everything that happened 2night once i go back to my lodge tomorrow. If he breaks up with me over it, so be it, u can then have ur chance i promised, leaving him in a terrible shock. “are u out of ur mind or what, surely he will end things with u but i don’t think he will let you go without first breaking ur head,are u trying to kill yourself?, cyndy what has come over u?” he asked. “that’s the only atonement i can offer, if he kills me over it then u know we weren’t destined to be 2geda. Whatever will be will be, my life is already messed up, i have no reason to fear anymore” i murmured. “alright let’s see how it plays out, but my dear i think u r not okay, ur grief has affected u badly” he murmured sadly. “whatever is written can never be changed, if something happens to me, then know it was destined to happen” i replied with a weak smile. He nervously dressed up n left without another word. Mikedropped me in front of my lodge the next morning. “pls cyndii i beg u, don’t do anything silly” he pleaded. “as 4 my confession, i will go ahead with it. Worry not, i can perfectly take gud care of myself” i assured him b4 alighting. Walking in2 my room, i rehearsed all i planned 2 tell Ben. It really wasn’t easy making up my mind 4 such deed, but like i told Mike, ‘nothing would stop me 4rm going ahead with it’. Just like fate would ve it, i ran into Ben @ the staircase, he was going downstairs to fetch water but instantly froze when he saw me. There was suspicion n relief in his eyes as they fell on me, while i nervously returned his look n greeted him. “cyndy where r u coming 4rm?? I know u arn’t coming 4rm ur house?” he asked “yeah” i replied quietly, left him n climbed up. He quickly followed me, abandoning the water he was on his way 2 get so where did u go? he asked when we got 2 my room. “do u really want to know?” i asked calmly as i sat on my bed. “do i still owe u any explanation concerning my movements? Isn’t our relationship officially over?” i asked. “i c u are trying very much 2 harden ur heart, no prob but i still insist to know” he said. “alright since u insist, i spent my sunday at Mike’s house n i’m just coming from there” i opened up coldly. There was shock, pain, disbelief n sadness in his eyes as he stared @ me. “no it’s not true” he said with a broken voice, sat on my bed n covered his face with his palms. He never cried out but i knew he weeped in his heart. I stared @ him clueless on what next to say nor how to behave towards him. He sat with his face covered 4 about 15 minutes b4 composing himself n drawing close. “did he, did he touch?” he nervously asked. I was instantly torn b/n telling him the truth or lying to him. My confusion left me silent which equally confirmed his fear “ cyndii, why,??” he asked murderously with unshed tears melting his eyes. I was unable to stand his voice nor gaze any longer. I quietly stood up n backed him. “i don’t deserve u Benjamin, i really do care about u, but i don’t understand my flesh anymore nor the cravings in my heart. Pls free urself 4rm this torment n permit me to get another girl 4 u” i said. But all he did was just to shed his tears which he very much struggled to hold, silently on my bed. I was very touched n would have cried beside him if not that i wanted him to let me out of his life. Patiently i waited 4 him to come around. I knew only 1 thing could happen that moment. Either he ends it like a man or ends up humiliating me. Only a woman has the ability to send a great man to his grave without lifting a finger. Hmmm!! Story_Continues FIND OUT IN EPISODE 48.
Posted on: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 09:35:04 +0000
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