THERE IS SOMETHING HEAVY ON MY MIND!!!! I WILL POST IT..... I WILL NOT BE ASHAMED OF TELLING MY STORY!!!!! I had a heavy heart... Because I was afraid to trust over again..... Most maybe afraid to talk about it in public, But for the first time.. Tonight.... I think I will put it out... That I am Happily FREE from Domestic violence and The Abuse in my past was Real.... Just was in denial. I am Happy I am #DIVORCED! I cried about My marriage ending many years now even in this Rainbow Life. I wondered where would I be if I was STILL married to that MARINE! I was a GREAT Wife. I mean, let me break it down..... I Never Cheated, I ran to and From when Needed, Supported, Cooked, Cleaned Like a Slave...... I would wash your clothes on my bare hands to make sure you was okay....... I fought, and stuck by you even when you left overseas!! I was called everything by People I thought that truly loved me, everything but the child of God!! I was cheated on, Lied to, Backstabbing, Hurtful, Punched, Kicked, Beating from objects and the fist.... ,!!! And even thrown out the Window!! Drag out a car!!! ..... And Raped!!! .... Nobody Believed me because of Popularity and The Marine Corps.... I couldnt run, but I try hiding... I couldnt leave.... But I left.... Break up, make up, break up, make up........ Even when I got cheated on I still played dumb and came back..... Left again and Came back and all these years..... Because I thought To find LOVE in a Father figure I never had..... Yeah.. Most wont admit...... But it was like IKE AND TINA TURNER........ ... When I left..... I walked away knowing I may have been KILLED!! yes.. I HOPE YOURE READING THIS...... BECAUSE RIGHT........ NOW....... I AM FREE!!! DIVORCED!!!! ..... DISEASE FREE!! YOU MAYBE SAVED NOW AND PLAY LIKE YOU NEVER DID NO WRONG..... THEY SAY... FORGIVE YOU!! I CANT LIE..... I HATED YOU!! EVEN WISHED YOU WAS DEAD! AS YOU REMARRIED...... YOU TOSS ME ON THE SIDE LIKE I WAS A NOBODY!!!!! AFTER YOU RAN THROUGH ME LIKE A DOG IN HEAT!!!!!! I SHOULD FORGET AND FORGIVE!!!!!! ........ Hmmmmm okay!!!!!? I Forgive You!!! Because You made me the person I am today.... Because of my Past.. I can stand Taller, without looking ashamed. I can speak MORE louder and wont shut up (lol) I pushed myself Harder to Not giving up on My priorities...... I Independently do it on my Own........ Because of this hurt....... I learned to forgive myself and I FOUND OUT what REAL love was when I found GOD! ....... I found out, I was Beautiful, I didnt need No Man or Woman to tell me How beautiful I am. I was already strong.. But I Became #Stronger.......... I found out I can Please myself and Travel around the world and Theyre were plenty AFTER you...... You told me NOBODY would ever want me..... Besides You............. Guess what. I WANT #ME!!!! I LOVE #ME!!! I NEED #ME!!!!! ...... AND IT WILL BE SOMEONE ELSE ONE DAY THAT WILL APPRECIATE ME AND I CAN GIVE....... MORE LOVE....... THE KIND YOU DIDNT APPRECIATE!! I AM HAPPY FOR YOU AND YOUR NEW SO CALLED LIFE......... YOU MAYBE THOUGHT I HAVE FORGOTTEN .............. I WILL NEVER FORGET ............ I am the Best thing YOU wish you ever have NOW............ .. I thought maybe you could at least found someone BETTER than me........ ..Word around town............. I am the Baddest B*****!!! ........ Im done!!!!!! And #Cheese!!!! Smiling The Abuse is Over r r r r r r!!! ..... Never again!!!! Will allow someone to hurt me Mentally, Emotionally, Financially, or PHYSICALLY!! ... Yeah I said it.......... Oh, and I am changing my name back to my maiden name....... I am a Got damn #CLARK!!!!!!! Not KEITH!!! In that order!!!!! My name is Lovett Clark!!!! ...... I approve of this message!!!! #jack đ ..................... Androgynous ExoticaKeith
Posted on: Wed, 21 May 2014 02:18:30 +0000