THOUGHT For TODAY There are many of you who know me personally, and have for many years. You know how my hearts been, and how I have truly cared about what people have had brought to them on their plates. Whether there were good times, sad ones, or things that made people angry...I stood by your sides as friends, or as an immediate relative. I am very, very far from perfect and really do not try to criticize others for their shortcomings....I always need to remember my own first. No one can do more total and irreversible damage to me than myself. Trying to maintain true balance in a very unbalanced world is really hard to do. Its hard, but its not impossible. One of these ways that I follow, is to never ever allow myself to hate or want to commit bodily injury to anyone...just because someone else tells me to or does it themselves. I CHOOSE FOR MYSELF MY BATTLES THAT I BELIEVE IN. It allows me to be free from the battles that may be not right in a good way for myself or the ones I love and respect. Now I am battling two very powerful wolves inside of me...one that I continually fed for many years, not realizing the dangers of letting the other starve. Too much positive can be just as ugly and dangerous as too much negative. The ugly not-so-nice wolf was tired of going without food and tried to destroy the good wolf that I had constantly fed and protected without regard to the other. By me not taking care of the darker one, I allowed others to feed him in a bad way.Until he became too strong for me to contain any longer. I am asking for prayers now from those who truly know me....that I may regain balance....so that I may remain walking the Good Red Road with the kindness, love, and respect that I had been brought up to believe and have faith in all of my life. I now profess to never allow those with negativity in their hearts to try to control my thoughts and actions any longer. If anyone really wishes to continue sharing your walk with me in a good and respectful way...I will always welcome you with sincere love and respect. If its just going to be another Horse-And-Pony Show, I wish you no harm or ill-fortune, but please take your Circus somewhere else. I have much good life to live yet to waste it on trivial negative matters. LOVE AND BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL! MITAKUYE OYASIN All My Relations ~ Iye Omani Atanse He Walks Silently
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 02:24:27 +0000
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