TIRED OF THE LIES ******************************* This documentary was recorded in July. I thought I went through tremendous breakthroughs then....only to realize that was only the beginning. The changes I have experienced since this recording is unreal. It still hurts to see the pain I caused my best friend and wife. Never again. ******************************* bit.ly/1ta4MsJ - Click to watch video. We are all beacons of light. We are put on this earth not only to create for ourselves and our families but for mankind. For years I walked around with an emptiness in my gut and soul. I spent years trying to determine the cause of it. Maybe it was the physiological trauma of not properly dealing with the fact that I was on my death bed when I was 17. The aftermath of the anger and shame of a bullet to the chest and a blown off arm. Or maybe it was my subconscious knowing that I wasnt the person I convinced myself I was. I wasnt the husband and father I claimed to be. I was falling short in so may ways. I was disconnected. I like many others was living a unconscious life. I was simply going through the motions. Why was I so angry, why was I so sad? I finally realized that the pain and emptiness I was feeling was my subconscious knowing that I was living a lie. My anger, fears, doubt, and unhappiness were self inflicted. I needed to face my demons dead on. I was terrified with the notion that I had to level up my life and liberate others of the same pain. I had to OWN the fact that I am here to make a difference. I was born to create and lead, I was born to be a beacon of light. I didnt want that responsibility, in fact the thought of it made me ill. I often questioned myself Who am I to lead? Who am I to be great? It pains me to watch this video I see the pain I caused my wife and family....NO MORE. The world needs each of us to rise up. To own who we are. To lead and liberate those that are going through the same torment. I am a beacon of light! Thank you Garrett J White and the Warrior Brotherhood for my liberation. bit.ly/1ta4MsJ I Love you Carla Araujo Ifbb Pro . Thank you for your patience and unconditional love and support.
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 04:57:11 +0000