TOL Again: Today is the second day I woke up crying and thinking about this.. Im not a bad person, never have been, I try to make people happy, be kind to all and do right by everyone..as a matter of fact most people that know me have said im one of the nicest people theyve ever met but I dont understand how I try to please everyone and make them happy, yet I cant submit and be pleasing to God like he wants me to be. I also dont like the fact that Ms. Independent, Ms. I Can do it myself, the Rosie the Riveter girl will give up all the Power, play her position and submit to a boyfriend or fiance, yet I cant seem to surrender to God that easy....Im moving slow giving up pieces at a time but even thats hard to do....they say let go, let God and dont look back, im trying ...im trynna stay grounded and focused and I certainly dont wanna be that pillar of salt like Lots wife either. ..im a work in progress, in due time imma hand it all over...the devil be playing tricks with me making me feel afraid but im not afraid, I have faith and im preparing myself for whatever is to come but im also a realist and I know this war is real, its heavy, its way bigger than us and I can certainly use some prayer about it, so if you dont mind, please pray for me !
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 06:23:41 +0000
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