Taking pictures at the park today made me realize that I have taken a fancy to photography and that there is such a beautiful landscape here which I should take full advantage of. Once again Kacy DeAmicis Bauer was right. How she always foresees the next stage of my evolution Ill never know. I used to think I had no artistic talent whatsoever but being here...well, creativity seems to flow from me in thousands of directions and I have a strong desire to harness and direct the light and motion and music and color and words. When I think about it the last 3 years have played out so exquisitely. It really would appear that my winter in Canada was the bottom of the abyss. A rough rocky terrain which gave me a hard surface off of which to propel myself back into the life I thought I had lost and could never regain. Ive spent so much of my life feeling as though I were drowning and over the last three years I conquered the panic and taught myself how to swim through the turbulent waters of my inner chaos. 2012 was all about learning to control myself. I developed a strong ethical code. I restricted many aspects of myself and my lifestyle. I learned how to modify my thoughts and behaviors. I abstained and repressed and mastered myself. 2013 has been all about learning balance and moderation. I have let go of my rigidity. I learned to make mistakes without shame or guilt. I let go of the need to so strictly control myself and learned to trust my higher self to prevent me from being destructive. I gave of myself without compromising convictions or identity. I learned how to relax in motion and not fear the tide. I released my compulsive need to control outcome. Ive already caught a glimpse of 2014 and what I see is magnificent. In the coming year I see boundless creativity. I see focused energy and optimism and hope. I see smiles and laughter, new friends and stronger bonds with those from my former life. I see success and acceptance and gratitude. I see the opportunity to finally embrace the me Ive been meticulously cultivating. My future is blessed and splendid. I will be fearless in adversity, strong in conviction, generous in spirit, and open to possibilities. I will be one step closer to my divine nature and aware of the expansive universal picture as well as the snapshots of the park.
Posted on: Wed, 13 Nov 2013 05:35:28 +0000
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