Thank you Stacy McCormick Im glad to hear from someone at least. Im sorry to cut ties. When will i have my happy family relationship to start with? I dont know how being in love with someone happy and things were fine just changed so easily. Because of what Ive done by constant questioning of my own abilities. I had fears that only ruined something so beautiful. I had hard time opening myself, to finally feeling free that i had someone who adored me. To now, with a stigma that Im looked at like scum or bad garbage. I shouldnt have tested this loyalty to me. She already loved me. Now she hates me and wants nothing from me. I had thought i still had a chance. I was mistaken. Spending yime with her: kisses hugs texts calls sleeping next to her cooking hugs dogs cats babies park driving good times gone to waste. All my fault. I take blame for it all, because of my own insecurities that i had thought i was not good enough ever for anyone. Stupid father pressured me, created so much trauma not only to me but my siblings and mother too. He had said that i was never going to ever be better than i was. My father was wrong i accomplished so much. Learned; humility, humanity, modernity, love, resilience, valor, honor, courage even when Ive been scared. Stacy just like how you felt for Jason, i love her so much. I truly do. That spark our time together meant something more. I had given her a feel for what can happen between us, because she yearned for it. I only went by what she wanted. Because i was willing to. Nothing but good memories with her. Treated her good, but to be treated yelled at by everyone like Im some nobody. Ex. Naughty dog.
Posted on: Mon, 22 Dec 2014 16:14:32 +0000
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