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Thank you for accepting me in your group. I have always been interested in the After Life. I believe there is somethiing...Heaven? I hope so. I lost my sister 3 yrs ago 11/22/11 during surgery she passed. I miss her every day. We were very close. I can go on and on about her loss but I wont. I might get too emotional. What I would like to share was about her. Many years ago she woke up one morning and told me she had a dream that her boyfriend died.....two weeks later he did. Prior to her surgery, that ended her life, she told me a week before the surgery that she had had a dream that she was in the doctors office and the doctor told her to open the door and our dad was there. Dad passed in 1986. At the time I dismissed what she said and made light of it. Normally, this would have raised red flags for me but it didnt then. When I shared this story with a women she said to me, You werent meant to understand it then, I think she was right, it was meant for me to connect it later that my dad was waiting for her. Everything seemed to go wrong that day for her even prior to the surgery at the hospital but one thing stood out to me later....a nun or clergy of the church (old lady) came to her bedside and asked if she could say a prayer. My sister darted a look at me......why is it when religion is introduced at times like this we feel scared...almost like the seriousness of the situation calls for godly intervention and we realize it when we would rather stay in that comfort zone of I can do this. Anyway, when she prayed she included me (Donna) and my sister Margaret in the prayer. In retrospect, it reminded me of when we were kids making our first holy communion and the priest asked one of us to start the Hail Mary and then the other to continue at one point. We were 10 months apart and born in the same year so we did everything together....Communiion, Confrmation, graduations, etc. She passed on Nov. 22nd, the next day was my birthday, and the following day was Thanksgiving. For 50 days every year we were the same age. In my lifetime, I lost my dad, cousins, friends but when she passed the pain in my heart was like nothing I ever experienced before. I found out what a broken heart fells like. So, I hope there is a heaven and I see her again. The movie, Heaven Is For Real, was a comfort for me to see. I recommend it.
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 15:44:32 +0000

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