Thank you to everyone for your kind and encouraging Birthday messages for Musa. A special thanks to those in California who went to see him on his birthday and even thereafter. Thanks Tony Karanja for enabling me to to talk to Musa on his birthday. May the Lord bless all of you. Many of you have expressed in writing and otherwise that you are still with me in believing God for Musas total healing. A few have fallen along the way as time has passed. There are those whom feel embarrassed for God. Why am I setting God up for something that I can clearly see is not going to happen? Why cant I just accept what has happened and move on for the sake of those that are left, i.e. Mona and the boys? Well, I know my God. I know His voice and I know His promise to me. I have been through a particularly tough season ( to put it mildly). As I have paused to look back it has been revealed to me that the most painful and distressing times are the times when I removed my gaze from the Lords eyes and looked at the waves and marvelled at their magnitude. These are the times when I have looked at situations in the natural and in the natural of course it is painful and confusing. My most peaceful times are the times when I was leaning totally on the Lord, knowing that I cannot make it on my own, but fully convinced that God is able. May the Lord help me to acknowledge Him in ALL my ways and lean not on my own understanding but to trust Him with all my heart. One thing I have learnt to be comfortable with is knowing and accepting that I do not have answers to the puzzles of life and I am ok with it.. Gods thoughts and ways are higher than mine so I do not have to understand but to trust. My son Nigel asked me a particularly difficult theological question and I told him I did not know the answer but took the opportunity to teach him that with God it is ok not to know or understand some of the things He is doing. Our minds are such that we would not fathom it anyway even if we tried , because of our finite minds. If God wants me to know it He will REVEAL it to me. The well meaning questions people ask can sometimes lead to the acquisition of an Ishmael as we try to help God out. Let us trust God foolishly and see if He doesnt come through for us. Sometimes He asks to do things that are outside the box. At such times ponder them in your heart like Mary did and wait on the Lord for the next move. There are times when God whispers things in our ears because they are meant for our ears only but then we rush out to shout it on the roof tops to people who do not have revelation and then we are hurt when they shoot us down. Let learn to hear God and then trust Him for the next move. I am reminded of the pillar of fire by night and cloud by day that the children of Israel encountered. They were not given a two year or even one year plan. It was a day by day thing. When the glory moved, they moved. I look at where I am now and remember those who would ask me what my two year or one year plan was. It is all very different from what I would have planned had I dared. Dear friends, watch this space for what God is about to do. As you watch, glean every lesson that comes along the way. Let God be God............timing, circumstances, methodology, choice of instruments and all Once again a special thanks to those who have continued to visit Musa, those that have sent me texts ,emails , messages, phone calls, visits and financial support. I really appreciate you all. God bless you.
Posted on: Thu, 16 Oct 2014 09:07:41 +0000
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