Thanks The search for me has been long and challenging. It has been a journey through murkiness and moments where darkness was my home. The search for me was in relationships, new demographics, religions, new clothes, and just about anything I thought what would help to define me. What is my purpose what was the meaning of me. I decided to run away with the circus because they said I was a clown and I believed I was an amusement of some sort of character of loathe. The search for me…involved in inflicting pain and suffering along the road, because that is what I did thinking I was supposed to. The search for me, had I hospitalized my face needing plastic surgery after someone thought my face was good for his bat. I crawled out of an alley with a wound …they don’t know what it was…a gun shot a knife…who knows maybe a rat…The search for me found me…along the Hudson..painting rocks with arts and crafts as a daily thing for people like me who still have not found themselves. Then one day I went to a mountain…an odd looking mountain where there was a burning bush…and I threw up all the pain from not knowing me….I ran away and was now was found…I lost and gained 25 years with the circus…and when I found me…I was right here all the time…I just thought I needed everything in the world to make me me…I will die…and I thank God for although I may have a hole in my boat…I found me…I am coming home. The search for me is over…I found Earl..in the light and what an amazing person I am…It’s has been a journey…and let it be thought about when my eyes do finally close…I was me…and loved all of you…. Thank you
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 23:32:04 +0000
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