Thanks you guys. Allow me to bring some clarification to what I said though and thank you for the support. I havent given up, I never will but listen carefully please. Nobody out here will get me off the streets. I refuse to go to a shelter, group home or pretty much anything the government is willing to provide as a form of shelter. I have had horrible experiences already from that. I have no transportation and I have to do community service at the VFW. I cant go miles down the road or outside of my county and be expected to walk to the VFW. listen please... People are not taking my situation serious. Im not so much worried about going to the streets and having to make a way in the woods. I can try to make it. It just wont be easy but I am not giving up. Im just disappointed that nobody in my area can help. Ive accepted a complete stranger in my home before. Took good care of this person for months. Ive done this twice in my entire life. When you all see or hear me say that I have no support in life and that Ive been out here on my own. That is what it is. Im not lacking faith nor have I lost hope. Im just prepared to lose my life if it comes to it. I feel so strongly that it will happen but I hope not. Ive got all the odds stacked against me but I wish all knew the type of man and Warrior I truly am for God and his children. I think it is funny how Satan comes at me. Yanno.. I attack him back in a far greater way when he does stuff like this to me. Im not afraid but I know Im quite vulnerable right now and this will be my last day unless anyone is able to help me. I have no spendable money until I pay my probation officer tomorrow. I dont care but it is a bit overwhelming because I dont know what to do. Ive been praying, Im still fighting, Im still serving but I seriously need one of Gods children to stand up. I really do. I need someone to take me serious here. I need someone to make sacrifice and put me first for a bit. I no longer can afford a place to live on my own. No option, no way. I have really made the devil afraid. Now hes trying to destroy me. I did some bold things recently to let that fool know that I acknowledge what hes trying to do to me and the devil is focusing on me now and nobody understands. My online ministry, people seem to be turning on me too. Satan is trying to cause division among some of my peers in all 3 of my ministries at the moment. I know what Satan is doing. God needs a willing vessel to help me right now.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Nov 2014 12:38:06 +0000
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