That Sneaking Feeling Youre Being Watched ALICIA BRUXVOORT For the eyes of the LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him ... 2 Chronicles 16:9a (NIV) Last summer, my salsa jar sprouted eyes. The googly kind, of course. So did my milk jug, tissue boxes, egg carton and toothpaste tubes. Dont worry, those wobbly watchers didnt leave me frightened or flabbergasted. After all, the strange surveillance gig was my idea. Im the one who dug through a box of craft supplies early one morning and located a stash of googly eyes. Im the one who snuck through the house with a glue gun and attached those wobbly watchers to anything I could find. I didnt add a pair of eyes to the salsa jar because I wanted to play a prank on my family or because I had too much time on my hands at 6 a.m. No, I raided the plastic peepers because I was tired of forgetting. I was tired of reading my Bible in the morning and going about my day as if Gods promises had no impact on my hours. I was tired of forgetting that Gods Word is active and alive (Hebrews 4:12). I was tired of relying on my own strength, instead of banking on His. So, when I read about Gods eyes roaming the earth searching for hearts to strengthen, I wanted to remember that glorious truth. I needed to pin that promise to my soul and let it shine hope in the midst of my weariness. Thats why my salsa jar sprouted eyes. The gospel is radical and ridiculous in the most marvelous of ways, and I never want to forget that. The truth of 2 Chronicles 16:9a is audacious if you think about it. The eyes of the Lord range throughout the earth ... Wow. We live wrapped in the warmth of Gods gaze. We are watched by the King of Glory. We are strengthened by the Author of Life. Even when we fail to fix our sight on Him, Gods eyes are fixed on us. And remembering that truth could change everything. If God sees us, then were not invisible. If God sees us, then were not invaluable. If God sees us, then were not unknown. Those eyes arent waiting to see us stumble. Those eyes are scanning this swiveling globe because the Creator of the galaxies wants to create something new in you and in me. He wants to infuse our tired legs with vigor. He wants to replace our whimpers with wonder. He wants to trade our powerlessness for His power. I need that truth when the kids are fighting and the bread is burning and my energy is waning fast. I need that promise when my plans have flopped and my feelings have been hurt and my intentions have been misunderstood. If God sees me, I am not forgotten. Eventually I threw out the sneaky-peaky salsa jar and the peeping peanut butter. I recycled the spying soap bottle and the gazing graham crackers, and my kids relegated our strange summer under surveillance as just another one of their mamas crazy ideas. But this morning, when I awoke feeling sapped and discouraged, I opened my Bible to Psalm 33:18 and wondered if I should go find my glue gun once again: But the eyes of the LORD are on those who fear him, on those whose hope is in his unfailing love (NIV). After all, it never hurts to be reminded that Im being watched. Dear Jesus, Help me remember that You long to give me strength when I am weak. Grow in me a heart that is fully committed to You, and fix my mind on Your wondrous promises today. In Jesus Name, Amen.
Posted on: Tue, 26 Aug 2014 14:26:33 +0000