That feeling when you truly think your going to die soon. Its so scary waking up every morning to your body shaking, not even been able to remember properly what I did each previous day.. I had to get my 8th blood test in 8 weeks today, when the nurse asked my name I said ummmmm & it took me 5 seconds to comprehend what she was asking and answer.. I feel like Im getting dumber by the minute, and feel like my brain is slowly shutting down a bit more each day, than going to sleep thinking I may not wake up the next day... Each day experiencing Inability to perform normal tasks, high unstable blood pressure, rapid heart rates, very sensitive nerves, vision problems, finding it hard to breathe all the time, body Tremors , Twitching , full body tingling/shaking and each symptom gets worse each week which is giving me insane anxiety 24/7.... Its so hard trying to live a normal life& pretend everything is ok and not let people in public see how anxious I actually am each day/night, its so hard to hangout with friends, go out and have a fun night and try ignore each torturous hour Im awake. I gotta stay positive and hope I can make it through
Posted on: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 06:50:18 +0000
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