The Day after Christmas. Exactly 5 days ago. I tried to take my own life again. I was feeling so lost and empty inside. Feeling like a failure at life. just too many disappointments to deal with. The pain of loneliness had taken its toll. I just couldnt deal with the pain anymore. I was sent to Chrisiansburg to St. Albans , I have no idea why I am still here but undoubtably there is one. I have no idea what this coming year holds and in all truth I am terrified to find out. but I guess there is a purpose. All I can say is that I find the strength to face whatever comes better than I faced all the loose I faced this past year.
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 03:36:00 +0000