The Two Men I Loved.... The two men in my life I loved the most, both left me to face this ugly world alone.. With a decade there and another here, those were the happiest days I spent my dear. A carefree child was I, an apple of my fathers eye, with adventure,thriller and fairy tales, my father used to keep me nailed. The back of my father was the train, and I loved to play with him in the rain. We hid from my mother , and did steal all goodies, when she used to be busy with her kitty parties. I nvr knew what were tears, he kept me sheltered from all fears. In his arms I found solace, I woudnt have bartered it for Gods palace. He spent too short a time with us all, and when I was just ten he left the world... ....O what a lovely time that was.. ...I miss my father.. ..I loved him so much. My life became as calm as the sea, I grew up, but the child still lived in me.. Several friends came and went, bt nvr a guy could make me bend. As I crossed my silver jubli plus three, I felt my heart being knocked by he. I kept ignoring my feelings, but at last had to give in to his pleadings. A gush of cold wind moved in, as i opened the doors of my heart for him. My life then took a sudden change, from simple black and white, To the multiple colours of a rainbow bright... Life seemed to be so wonderfully nice, he was like Eros and Cupid in disguise. His hand though cold,but his heart was warm, and in his heart there was space for only one. He cared for me like a father, understood me like a bosom partner, loved me like passionate lover, and guided me like a true educator. A friend,philisopher and guide, he was always there by my side. In his arms also... I felt so secure, for any pains , this was my best cure. I lived in his heart, and he in mine... Our love for each other was so pure and devine.. But fate again, showered its cold rain. Our sweet love that knew no boundaries, in the blink of an eye became just.. painful memories. But this time the shock was too much for me... coz Why and When he walked out is still unknown to me.. The cruel hands of destiny, had taken my father away from me.. But a question that will always haunt me, Is what took him away from me???!!! an answer which only he can give.. Or perhaps i will have to wait, to be answered by THEE, whn I will meet You in Your Celestial City, after my soul is free.... But whatever be the reasons of seperation, My love for them will never have, any limitations. My love still remains the same, and nothing can ever bring any change.. As... ..I loved... ..Still love... ..And will always love... These two very exceptional persons in my life.. Who left me too early.. Thus making me very lonely... B.A
Posted on: Wed, 17 Sep 2014 11:32:08 +0000