The Vow It is an insult that everytime i try to write you - TopicsExpress



          

The Vow It is an insult that everytime i try to write you something i just go blank and run out of words. I feel like my vocabulary is limited when it comes to you, like i have no vowels just consonants to make sentences. It actually feels like i can neither construct a verse nor a phrase. I am usually the type that knows the right words to write, but i seem to run in cicles, trip in parables and drown in riddles. What i mean is, no words can ever define how much i love you. I love you in a way that my biggest fear is not losing you, but growing old without you. I love you in a way that my heart feels like a nest with eggs of love accommodated to rest and hatch the best. I love you in a way that if i had to choose between you and my life id choose you because my life is void without you. I love you in a way that i cannot even try to define it. This is my vow to you, that i will love and cherish you for the rest of my worthless life, i will hold your hand when you grow weak, give you a shoulder when you need one to lean on, i will be there even when you no longer need me. Because i love you in a way that my biggest fear has became the thought of losing you mentally than physically. I am scared of waking up one day, look at you and find you staring at me. Asking me who i am, and everytime, everyday i try to help you remember who i am or what we had, you will be feeling like i am this stranger whos trying to take an advantage of you. That i will constantly forget that you have forgotten about me. I fear the thought of knowing youre there but i cannot see you smile or even cry. All im trying to say is that, i might not be the best you have ever had, but i live my life trying to show you that you dont need the best to be happy, you just need the ordinary to make you feel like an extra-ordinary being. Copyright © 2013. Lady Black Poet. All Rights Reserved
Posted on: Mon, 09 Jun 2014 05:18:40 +0000

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