The book I have ordered just arrived :) Days before I wrote down my hopes, wishes and intentions related to it, now I want to share. I ordered this book in order to heal my relationship with my mother and therefore myself. In today’s world it’s not hard to oversee the underlined message, almost a demand, in loving your mothers as they simply are your mothers – this can evoke guilty feelings in those, who feel rejected by their mothers and therefore struggle to love them. I hope, if you read this and are one of them, you will find the courage to release these toxic emotions. As a matter of fact: I don’t want to put myself in the role of a victim. I am very much aware and willing to take the responsibility for the relationship I have with my mother, so I can change it for the better, but you know… even when I tell myself, that my mother is just a lonely daughter herself, that there is a child within her starving for love, it can be though quite difficult for me to put my focus on compassion and patience – I can be very impulsive, loud and touchy, when I feel rejected, criticized, threatened, so I don’t have to feel the sadness about my desire for love and the lack of it, the love that III dismiss myself from by believing negative thoughts, by letting myself hurt. I’m afraid to feel powerless. This makes me powerless. But as the irony of life is: realizing this makes me reclaim my power, so I am thankful for that. You see, it’s an on-going process – to work on a relationship based on love towards yourself and therefore all others. So I hope you keep that in mind, when you feel down and less. It’s totally understandable. You are doing the best you can with the awareness you are in now – as a mother, a daughter, a human being. I bought this book not only to learn to forgive fully on the heart level (knowing what to do on an intellectual level and REALLY feel it are two different things to talk about), but also to accept letting appreciation and gratefulness for everything that has happened, is happening and will happen flow into and through me. No matter who you choose to be, wonderful daughters and mothers, you are loved unconditionally ALWAYS by love. The core of your heart can’t change – you ARE love, so you will always stay worthy. May you awaken to the inner loving, nurturing mother, that you always wanted and learn to be your own kind of mother. You deserve it. ♥
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 09:52:26 +0000
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