The dark walk to my room. Drunk, and lost my way. Cant see my the light at the end of the tunnel. They is just darkness ahead of me. I opened my door, and coldness came out of my room. Fell on my bed, and started to weeped. The tears began to sheep into the pillow. All I kept on reapting is that I am sorry. I am sorry for the hurt I caused. I am sorry for my laziness. I am sorry for all I lost. I am just sorry. Staring up at the wall. At the nothing that my life has become. I said to my self I am not safe. Safe from my own hand. Nor from the thoughts in my head. To just end. End the life I took for granted. I cried for hours. Just thinking of saying I am sorry. I am sorry for the hurt I caused. I am sorry for my laziness. I am sorry for all I lost. I am just sorry. Tried to get out of bed. Tripped, and hit my head on the ground. I hoped that killed. I was just stunned. I stay on the floor crying. Not from the pain in my head. No the swelling of my hatred of myself. I reached for anything worth using. Using to bring me peace. Bring me peace for what I am sorry about. I am sorry for the hurt I caused. I am sorry for my laziness. I am sorry for all I lost. I am just sorry. I grabbed a shirt laying around. The buzz of the drunk still emobilized me. So I had a hard time. At least I had the shirt around my neck. I was going to wreck myself. When my door opened. It was my family who hear the bang of my fall. They ask me what went wrong? I looked at them as they took off the shirt from my neck. All I could say was that I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry.
Posted on: Thu, 21 Nov 2013 07:51:57 +0000
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