The details just released of Robin Williams death are so tremendous that Im finding it physically hard to even swallow. I know Im not alone in this... Those who share in this disease, I believe, have a kindred bond, a deep understanding of this unexplainable and appearingly insurmountable pain. Next to the family and friends, I think we probably take it the hardest. Maybe its the realization that on many accounts, it very well could have been you, maybe its a relief that it isnt, it could even be a sort of jealousy...at least he isnt suffering today. Sick and twisted? Yes. Thats what this disease is. Your brain is literally sick and thoughts twisted. One thing Ive learned over the years, is that a situation like this can bring up a lot of pain for people, even those well into recovery. If this is you today, reach out and grab hold with all your might to a human connection, talk/write/punch (not the person...try a pillow) it out, IT WILL PASS. Do not isolate, DO NOT resort to substance use to escape. Maybe, just maybe, get up and help someone else, youll be amazed at how much help you will find. I know my hero/friends Jason and Meg would agree, for they have done exactly that for me and have encouraged me to pay it on. Please dont sit alone in pain, you are NOT alone in this battle. My hope comes from my love for and belief in a man named Jesus. He and his pretty awesome Father made me this promise: He heals the broke hearted and binds up their wounds. (Psalm 147:3) Guess what, youre in on this promise too.... Today, my thoughts are with the Williams family, and his close friends, and on my heart are the names of two young men whose suffering taught me more about myself than I could have ever imagined. Joel, Rodwin....you are far more loved than you ever knew. I wont let your stories be forgotten.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 19:08:23 +0000
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