The free fall continues...... Its as if everything inside of me is scrambling to find a handhold, as my identity continues to melt and reshape, nothing solid remains. the stories are there, but my inner core is continuously reminding me now, Im not those stories, anything definable, writable, able to express is NOT me, Im so much more and yet the parts of me that have been so comfortable on this journey to be better, to find me to connect within and without dont feel quite ready to be fired yet, to go quietly in the night... I have never felt so confused, yet needing no answer felt so full, yet aware of the infiniteness of my depths loved so completely, yet feel it is but a drop in the bucket surrendered fully, yet still have a single toe in the box I have labeled Monique up to this point. Lost but never felt so found from within so I sit in it all, feeling, opening, often crying or laughing, I honestly have NO clue what tomorrow holds, but I am more and more avaliable for today, for just right now.........
Posted on: Tue, 28 Oct 2014 13:17:50 +0000
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