The hovering dragonfly and butterfly again gave me the sign this scan would not be good. All 3 times Ive had this happen. My cancer is back. I have 4 areas. 2 on my spine, 1 axilla lymph node, and one on my chest wall. The news was not a blow this time, as it was the last time. I was more angry at myself at first. See I stopped a lot of the things that I think were just as important as the mistletoe. So here I go again. Ready to battle and conquer this beast yet again. Alkaline diet, exercise, yoga, & will decrease my stress. I chose to stop the chemo and let all of these other things go. I to am learning as I go through this journey. Learning how hard it is to change your lifestyle. The change needs to and will be made so I can once again get a clean scan and continue on making plans to change the world. I meet my oncologist this Thursday. He is hoping that I will now qualify for a clinical trial that he has been wanting me in since diagnosed with metastatic breast cancer. I meet with a oncologist at John Hopkins on the 11th of June. Im hoping the areas, which are all very small, will not be enough to get me in. I really want to continue on the mistletoe therapy. I so believe in it. I will go and see what my options are. Pray that I make the right choice. I had a fantastic weekend with my girls this weekend at the beach. If laughter is the best medicine, Im well on my way. Diana, Diane, & Theresa thanks for an awesome weekend. I love you ladies so much. I managed to be at the beach and eat out all 4 days and lost 5 pounds. Its all about our choices. I chose to wait and share my news so I could get away and have fun with my friends. Knowing how crazy my phone will get. I actually spent very little time on it the whole 4 days. Today I helped get ready for the Pink Out. Just 2 days away. What an eye opening experience. These ladies work their tails off. It was amazing to see it from another side. Of course as I was leaving for my photo shoot Jane had me pick out a breast cancer bracelet, which I wore during the photos. This amazing lady has truly been a blessing in my life. Just one of the many gifts breast cancer has given me. So ive been chosen to take this path again. I think I may know why. We shall see. I wont give up. As I was getting off the phone with my oncologist he said keep fighting! You better believe it! I have so much to do and experience with my family and friends. #believingbig
Posted on: Tue, 03 Jun 2014 04:56:08 +0000
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