The last thing I want to share on my birthday tonight I hope will be something of a ghost of birthday future. This was actually just a comment I made during a discussion in the Spirit Science group. The truth is that I am weary...I am weary of being Bill Nothem, with his never-ending negative mind-chatter, his selfishness, his fears. Those fears some might say have ruined my life--I had the potential to be so much more. But where I am today has always been my destiny. And as I said to my son, Mike, tonight...he and Mitch are my greatest legacy, my greatest gift to the world. Beyond that, the best could be ahead of me. My ego always wants to be my master...it wants me to serve it, to do things to make Bill look good, to make people love Bill, to make Bill comfortable, to bring pleasure to Bill. That is a total bullshit life--wasting my energy for a lost cause, a physical body that will soon be dust and a name that will be forgotten in no time. I am more than that. I am love. I am all. I am a child of God, a child of the Universe! I am royalty. All the riches and beauty in the world are mine. I no longer need to seek and try to own and manipulate. I no longer need to care about what others think of me...because they dont know me. I can fool them. I can fool myself. But, deep inside, I know the truth. I just want to BE! To love and spread love. To help others to see how amazing and beautiful this life is. The woods are lovely, dark and deep but I have promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep and miles to go before I sleep --Frost
Posted on: Wed, 31 Dec 2014 03:29:39 +0000
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