The midnight treatment of the puppies showed me nothing new still 3 very ill and miserable and 6 feeling really good. After the fluids and medicating, cleaning floors, replacing blankets, filling water and food bowls for those that were eating and drinking, I put the soiled laundry in a heavy Clorox and detergent solution in two washers stripped off the rest of my isolation garb and washed it and walked up a very dark path to the house. I had forgotten to take the flash light but this path through the woods has been walked many time in total darkness and I know it well. i stopped just before entering the woods to look at the stars, I was hoping maybe my Daddy was looking down at the exact minute and I told him how much I loved him and my Mommy. With the puppies and the anniversary of my Daddys going home, it has been a very hard week. Would I want him to suffer one more minute with the COPD that was his end absolutely not I know his hard times are over but some days mine way too heavy. I took a minute to talk to him about an incident that has happened where I was accused of cursing at someone who was helping me load my truck. This never happened, while being raise in the South while Daddy was in the service, I can say S**T with the best of them when dropping a casserole or stubbing my toe. But I never curse at people. I feel if you have to fall back on cursing at a person you really need to improve your vocabulary skills. Then my faith was thrown up in my face as an additional scolding for this incident that never happened. Any other time I would have brushed this off as just silly but now with every thing else I am carrying for some reason it hurts. I can only imagine the person making this accusation has an agenda of their own and it seems it is all right in our world today to be anything except someone who belongs to Christ. I doubt the statement, well since you are Buddhist or Muslim would ever have been put in print and used as an attack. As well it should not be, Jesus loves us all no matter what our race, religion, or preferences. But it seems more frequently if you belong to Christ, which does not make us special or better than anyone else, or faultless it is okay to comment negatively because of it. We are not perfect as Christians just forgiven by Grace. As I talked to my Daddy and allowed myself a little time to break down and cry. I remembered the persecutions that Jesus went through and He was faultless and pure. I am neither so I guess I can expect the enemy to use his minions to his best ability. I will stand on the truth and stand by my faith. I hope this person will back off and leave me and the work the Sanctuary does here alone but if not I know God will open another door for our needs.
Posted on: Sun, 27 Jul 2014 13:40:08 +0000
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