The more and more i hear from the people around me the bs she let escape her lips behind my back the more and more i recognize how twisted, hateful, and ugly she could be and truely was. I am amazed she could say some of the things she did and to my family and friends none the less. Sad she had to make me out to be such a bad person with lies and half truth stories when she was my wife my life companion and was supposed to lift us up. Shows you the true wolf in sheeps clothing, the viper laying in the pit beneath the calmness of the leave draped path. Ive yet to understand how someone who lacked such compassion and inability to be a spouse can act so harsh and vindictive as if they were wronged when in all actuality they were are the one subjecting their lover to such cruel and unsual punishment. I find it pathetic really. I never cheated. I always gave her all of my money. I paid off her debt annually, every three months to be exact for years. I gave up my home. I gave up my dignity and self respect allowing her family to disresoect me and my child with crude remarks and open displays and comments of cruelty, her mother to destroy memories that were meant to be cherrishable that are now splashed in the ugly colors of bitterness, for her mother and her defimate my character and slander my name in lies to other people. I allowed her to stir up crazy drama woth cps to get my kids taken away with lies and nearly lost my child and yet i stayed. I caught her countless times doing the unthinkable. She told my ex wife a year ago the first time she left she was only coming back for the money. Shes told everyone she never wanted to marry me and i forced her to get pregnant.... oooookay. I took care of her while she was unemployed and never complained. I was a husband. I was upset damn straight. Given the circumstances find me a man who wouldnt be. But im not a dead beat. Im not a piece of crap. Im a damn good father. So you darling can take that 14 year old childish mindset and foolish victimized antics you wanna pull. You are and were and always will be the bad guy never will i take that fall for you. You were an emotional rollercoaster, a psychological head game, an abusive counter part, and a vindictive back stabbing liar, an unfaithful and horrible person. And you get to remember, i fought for three and a half years to keep us together. I begged for change. I brought up the wrong. And even after you left i begged and pleaded, i crawled on two knees through that parking garage yet you walked away. You walked away. Youre putting my family and kids through this senselesd game so dont mix the script of the story youve written. Youre the real monster. I may look like shrek but darling youre fiona, your beauty merely hides the monster you really are. I just appear as a monster and everyone sees this ogre has a heart and isnt as nasty as youve protrayed.
Posted on: Fri, 27 Jun 2014 21:34:54 +0000