The older I seem to get youd think Ill be cooping w/ your absence better . No Im just better at hiding this pain . Cause this shit takes a complete toll on me . Simple as hearing the word father , daddy simple as seeing a father w: his daughter in the street . I honor that sight.. I stare away , hoping I could get that day again . Just let me feel your presence & not your absence . I miss you everyday , its like I dont even think of things to say when it comes to this , cause it just comes out fluently like the tears falling while I write this . Its coming from the heart its coming from a daddys girl who had to face the world with out you here nomore . No one understand how much you effect my love life .. Because of your passing I dont know what it feels like to be protected , Im not comfortable w/ people wanting to take care of me , hold me .. You being gone impacted my life in millions of ways .. Everything about me .. Is you thats all I hear 😪 hi daddy .. I miss you Im turning 19 on Tuesday .. Eww , I just wanna stay in bed ,eat fruit while looking pretty 😌 lol . At 12; FEB 1st makes another year since you been gone. I know things aint been the best between me & your other daughter & I been thinking . We are all grandma got left of you youd want us to be like white on rice , Im gonna start being a better big sister to you Sharah Dhee Wiierdo I love you & we are all we got . Daddys watching us . Continue making his black Ass smile 😘❤️
Posted on: Sat, 01 Feb 2014 01:35:44 +0000