The other night, when I re-activated my FB account, I apologized to those of you that I had “unfriended”, told a little about why I had de-activated my account, and that I was in the process of deleting it altogether. I should have waited awhile before typing that paragraph, as I was still way too emotional to be the rational person that I am normally, and actually made it sound like I had done nothing wrong. That is the furthest thing from the truth, as I was the only one that had done anything wrong in this relationship. Since I am a very private person, except to those that I am close to, I am not going to go into any details about my situation, except to say the following…………… I have never been so in love with someone as I am with my “Sweetheart”. I have also never felt so much love from someone as I do from her. She has dominated my thoughts, prayers, & dreams, and has taken over complete control of my heart. Thinking about my life without her in it is the most heart-breaking thing I have ever had to do, and I don’t know how to go on without her by my side. God brought her into my life to help me realize how I need to change a few things about myself, so that I can become the man I need to be & love myself again…which will allow her to love me and trust me as only she can. This is not easy for me to do; but I am asking for your prayers in this situation. There is such power in prayer, and I have seen what prayers can do. Please pray that I can open up and be the kind of man, friend, confidant, and husband that she wants, needs and deserves 100% of the time. If I can do that, hopefully she will come back to me. My days and nights are empty without her.
Posted on: Fri, 24 Oct 2014 16:56:14 +0000
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