The pain I feel I cant explain, people think hes seems ok or tough it out. My pain isnt as well known to others but its in the top 10 horrifying diseases to man, called the the Suicide Disease ... Been on leave for about 3 weeks from work for hospital appointments, CT scans and picking up a lot of meds. Now its a trial an error taking all these pills, to see which will work to ease my pain. Now I think to myself, I have taken little things for granted as I see people kissing, eating, chewing gum, running in the rain, and flying a kite. All these things I cannot do because of this disease that has taken over me. A few days ago I started praying for the first time, it felt great to talk to my great grandfather and all my grandparents plus people that also I knew who past on to the spirit world. It was incredible to remember the things that I had forgotten during my prayers. I have been praying since then when Im in pain, plus reading the bible. Im am Native American Diné Nation and that I will never forget, I still believe in my traditional beliefs. The Creator, GOD .... I pray ... I have faith that this will pass but until then I have to be strong for my family. I am working hard to go back to work, because I love my job. Now as I sleep tonight you all have a blessed night. Prayer is power. I love my family. Hope Sandoval Lucy Sandoval
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 07:03:47 +0000