The past couple of months and especially today Ive been reflecting on the past few years and Ive come to realise that Ive let my frustrations get between myself and the good friends Ive been privileged to meet over the years. I think my frustrations have been from not being where I want to be in life, and therefore never being content or satisfied with what I had achieved as a whole. Since Tracey and I moved into our own home in August Ive not played music and neither have I missed it. Being with Trace and having our own place has made me realise for the first time ever that Im happy with where I am in life (for a change) and when reflecting on events in the past they seem so silly and insignificant, I actually feel embarrassed that I let silly stuff get between me and good friends. I cant change the past, I can only hope to have a more positive and happy future with the people that mean something to me, Ive started playing music at home again over the past couple of weeks and Ive enjoyed it, I think I had forgotten why I started playing in the first place, for the fun and enjoyment that it brings instead of the frustration chasing a dream that cant be fulfilled. In 2014 I realised why I was so frustrated, 2015 is the first year Im looking forward to being content and thankful for what I have in life, family and friends who care, a loving and supporting partner who I love sharing life with, I just want to say thanks and looking forward to lifes adventures awaiting us.
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 03:54:52 +0000
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