The past few weeks and months have been just amazing, getting the opportunity to see and experience some things I never thought would impact me the way that they have.. But seems at what I thought was a dream realized came shattering down upon me. And you know I was upset, somewhat disappointed but you know what...Life is full of that and it was just something that I needed to experience... To some extent here I was thinking that someone with my past could have some new revelations so soon in creating a new life from scratch. Which putting everything from my past to bed has been very difficult and one of the most difficult things was severing past relationships but very necessary. I suppose that my high expectations that I live by today cannot be placed upon others, but there has to be some standard or else while how are you operating? For to long I allowed other to manifest my destiny but today in the framework that I life from that is no longer acceptable, although I am possibly to reasonable and will continue to be consistent in all things and especially to those I feel such admiration for. But it seems that I have much affinity for those to rise and meet the challenges of life while at the same time not discounting themselves for the sake of others. This it seems is a great challenge for some, but for me its just a testament of who I am today and just maybe this scares people off.. The experiences as difficult as they may seem are what I crave no matter how much they might effect me.... If you do the easy things in life, life becomes hard. Doing the difficult things life, makes life a bit more tolerable but still not easier but over time you develop thick skin in which to endure the test in life...... Heading into finals ready for that challenge just an indication of ones resolve for realizing those dreams but they do not come without goals, work and constant actions dictate the outcomes in a great way... and in a few weeks I will be resting in San Diego for a week to relish in what I have accomplished over the past 2 years, due to my thinking I may have pushed out my company from the trip but I am still going regardless need to define my self-worth in things that are surely beneficial so we shall see how it goes and my goals, vision and dreams are such that they cannot be crushed by anyone but myself....No more pushing people away but its easy to get trapped into what you are so accustomed to.... To any that I have said something wrong to I hope that an apology would suffice, if not I can understand...I still love you and wish you well on your journey may you receive all of the blessings possible from your efforts... Good night time to hit the final..
Posted on: Fri, 05 Dec 2014 10:02:54 +0000
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