The sun doesnt shine as bright anymore, The man on the moon doesnt smile down on me Everything changed when your soul escaped out from you My heart feels so black I can hardly feel or see The sky that used to blanket me blue Feels like is crushing me down When I wake up each morning & whats missing is you My once happy face turns into a frown :-( Plans that we made, now lay Like broken promises never to come to fruition. I never realized how when I lost you I would lose myself by extension! Its now been 2 years Its been 24 months 104 weeks, but whos counting? 730 gut wrenching days Each second ticks by into minutes so slowly Inside my head time feels like its pounding I miss you each day still so much, I can scream I prayed oh so hard that youd stay But the pain you were in was so hard to watch It was actually relief I felt when you slipped away. I sat with you holding your hand for 5 hours Until they could come take you away Could you hear me crying & screaming & saying I love you? Were you watching me lose you that day? Each day I wake up half expecting to see you Then I realize thats not to be true That from now on Ill mark each year that your gone This is my new happy birthday to you I love you I miss you I want you I crave you Im drowning in tears it has now been 2 years I will never forget or get over your loss Thanks for being the best mother there ever was. You saved me & believed in me. You loved me with everything you had. Each breath you took was for me & mine for you. I was the lucky one. But all of that just makes it so hard to now be without you. You are my oxygen. My food. My water. My heart. Im glad youre not in pain anymore & hope you were able to know I was there till the very end like you were there for me from the very beginning. I love you mama ♡.....
Posted on: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 00:22:10 +0000
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