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There are days that I wake up with a heavy heart. Its like waking up once again to the Nightmare that you are gone. Your birthday is on Tuesday and you would be 27 years old. I remember that for your last birthday with me you had a Carebear Cake. I woke up today trying to hold back the tears but they come in currents. I try to be tough but I have been strong to long. I try to take it hour by hour. Knowing that the next few days will be hell. I was given the greatest job of being a mom. Me and sis looked thru photos today and smiled and talked about them. Emily your step sister came up and gave me a big hug after reading what I wrote on my prayer board. Your step dad, Lewis tries to help me thru it. But, it is a nightmare that I walk alone in. The nightmare that I wake up to each time I hope that when I open my eyes you will be there smiling at me only to find that it isnt gonna happen. Everyone ask what do you want for Christmas?? I scream inside at the the top of my lungs I want my angels back. Another year that I wont get what I really want.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Nov 2013 01:21:00 +0000

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