There is a song that I have loved since it came out. I didn’t connect with it until Josh passed away, like so many others that didn’t make sense until this life adjustment. Now I look at it like a conversation between the two of us. “Right from the start, you were a thief who stole my heart, and I your willing victim. I let you see the parts of me that weren’t all that pretty, and with every touch you fixed them.” We’re in disagreement, because I am struggling to figure him out because I can’t feel him, touch him, see him when I want to and I HATE THAT. I feel this massive disconnect when I let the grief consume my head and my heart. I just can’t stop asking him for signs and visits to get me through. “Just give me a reason, Just a little bits enough Just a second were not broken just bent And we can learn to love again. Its in the stars Its been written in the scars on our hearts Were not broken just bent And we can learn to love again.” He, on the other hand, is completely oblivious to my plight. “Im sorry I dont understand Where all of this is coming from? I thought that we were fine. (Oh, we had everything) Your head is running wild again My dear we still have everythin And its all in your mind. (Yeah, but this is happenin) Youve been havin real bad dreams, oh, oh You used to lie so close to me, oh, oh Theres nothing more than empty sheets Between our love, our love Oh, our love, our love.” I just can’t let myself forget. He’s still here. He’s with me. The way we connect to one another may have changed, but we’re still one in the same and we can figure out how to hold on until we are together again. “Were not broken just bent And we can learn to love again.” https://youtube/watch?v=OpQFFLBMEPI
Posted on: Fri, 24 Oct 2014 19:48:14 +0000
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