There is nothing nothing nothing like davening. ...to be able to truly and sincerely daven with such intensity as though or rather because your life IS dependent on HaShem - only, is the most amazing feeling. To anyone that finds this funny...Im sorry that youre so spiritually disconnected. ..youre missing out...because at the end of the day....we are all dependent on HaShem. ... As far as I know I still have the freedom to daven and speak to HaShem. .. I do, right? I went to the Lubavitcher Rebbes ohel and tuned everything out...as though no one was there....the tears surely went straight up....not in my zchus....but in the Rebbes zchusim....in my ancestors zchusim.....or perhaps in the merit that i have such sincere faith that Gam ki eileich bgai tzalmaves lo ira ra ki atah imadi. .. I opened a maaneh lashon (its a compilation of Tehillim and tefillos. ..) And I thought to myself...HaShem please make me open to a page that I can relate to for this eis tzara... Omg..I was speechless. .. I opened to perek 119- the end of tzaddik, kuf and reish......I only read it in English. ..wow...powerful. ..it was head on as though it was almost written for me... When you believe in One you fear none... Its amazing that every time I go to the ohel, I watch the video of the Rebbe talking and there is always some appropriate message that gives me chizuk. .. Today, he spoke about barcheinu avinu... (one of my favorite pessukim in sim shalom. ..in shemona esrei) how a Father knows exactly what to bless His child with.....and kracheim Av al banim......sometimes a Father has to teach His child in a way that the child will be able to understand the depths of his purpose. .. He ended with now that we are in the month of nissan, may we see the final redemption. ...May everyone see a geulah... Amen. May we all see a geulah in our own personal lives on an individual level and together as a nation as we celebrate pesach which marks the exodus of Egypt. .. Im grateful that at least HaShem blessed me with the gift of truly loving to daven...even without words....sometimes just tears and sometimes even just by saying take the tears in my heart... After one davens....they truly are empowered and strengthened because davening reminds us how we are all dependent solely on G-D s will. May it be His will to show me some miracles....for everyone to see that sheker can only go so far... lchayim! :)
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 01:46:36 +0000
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